I can’t be the only one out there who actually enjoys falling off the wagon from time to time. Doing things that are good for me really does feel good while I’m doing them, but it’s still an effort all the while. So when I find myself off the wagon, I take full advantage of it. When I stop watching what I eat, I really stop watching what I eat, and I have a blast. When I stop exercising, I really stop exercising. And just a few weeks ago, I started smoking cigarettes again, just a little bit… though I have to admit that I have a harder time just enjoying smoking because it is just such a sucky thing to do.
Nonetheless, I know that I’ll eventually get back on track with all of these things — sooner rather than later — but for the most I do enjoy not having to exert so much effort to do the right thing, at least for a little while. It’s a decadent kind of laziness thing. And, at heart, I’m a lazy, decadent kind of woman. And it’s just so comfortable down here off the wagon…
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